Hey beautiful sisters! I want to keep an ongoing account of what's going on in my heart in the Lord by starting a little series of heart lessons!
Today I'm writing on committing my way to the Lord and what that means to me as of lately. As Christian women we are always growing and learning from the trails we face. The past month I've faced challenges of feeling defeated, entitled, less than, a bad attitude, and confusion.
To shorten up why all of these crappy things were bottled up in me lately is I think I fret when I'm not in control. We are struggling a bit financially, I'm not in control. We don't know what our next move is or where the Lord want us, I'm not in control. We've been turned down in our pursuits of education and success, I'm not in control. I feel less than in my performance at work, I'm not in control. But you know what, praise the Lord I am not in control of the big time things- because if I ultimately were, I would be a disaster! My God is sovereign and He is ultimately the one who knows my way, holds my path, knows my heart, and will provide.
However, the whole bad attitude thing I can control. That is where committing my way to the Lord comes in. I have the choice to control my emotions, my sin, my response to others, and my attitude when things don't go my way. I'm selfish and I know it. I'm prideful and I know it. But, praise be to God that He has made me new and now I have the choice to live in the Spirit and not my flesh!
So when I read Psalm 37:5 last week the Lord has been using it to get me through those moments of fearing failure, financial turmoil, and future plans. I
f I am committing my heart to honor God and doing it not for the approval or view in front of others, but if I have a pure and genuine heart seeking Him, trusting in Him, He is going to act. My God keeps His promises! He may not give me a million dollars or bless me with everything I think I need, but He's going to give me that strength I may need and the peace that comes with it and what I truly need, Him! Today my prayer was,"Lord..help me commit everything I do to You..from my words, thoughts, actions, and motives!"
How I've been yearning to commit:
-Committing to getting in the word, knowing it, and living it
-Committing to prayer
-Committing my way to His plan for my life, whatever state I am in or wherever He has me.
-Committing to righteous actions even if no one sees me do it, or nothing come from it (praise or accreditation) because my reward is from the Lord in Heaven!!!
Let's be committed women to the Lord!